""We should have had two penalties which would have changed the game but I don't want to come out here and blame the referee because we conceded a really poor goal and that's on us not him. I don't know what Ethan needs to do to get a penalty. It was the same against Bournemouth. We've got a list and compilation of videos where we should have had penalties. We'll send another one off today because it can't keep happening. Lightning have been forced into some things, they lost Hannah Joseph, Beth Cobden took a while to get going and Ella Clark too. There is a look at the emotion of the Super League Grand Final at Old Trafford on Saturday evening, and what comes next for champions St Helens and runners-up Catalans Dragons. "Everyone is super-proud for me and my brother and it's a great opportunity," the York City Knights three-quarter said.